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Monday, June 19, 2006

 
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today was my brother jordan's 25th birthday.   we had an open casket party, and all our family came in from seattle to miami and everywhere in between and there was more food than three refrigerators could hold.  the only thing missing was my brother. 

why can't i remember what i believe anymore?  when i need it most, my theology has left me.  i don't know anything.  i am completely numb, but i feel everything. 

i don't think i'll ever be the same.  at least i hope not. 
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we are all here for you man

oscar "Dr. Gonzo"

Posted 6/19/2006 6:38 AM by Oscar_Zeta_Acosta - reply

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jay.  i'm so sorry.

Posted 6/19/2006 10:41 AM by hanimosity - reply

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i love you bro. i know you know that...but i just wanted to remind you. and my house is open to you whenever (just like it has been for the last few months).
Posted 6/19/2006 11:42 AM by lshoefitsme - reply

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jay...
Posted 6/19/2006 11:55 AM by smilesfromsarah - reply

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i wish i had all the words to say to make everything better..........but i don't so i'll just be quiet and let you know that i am here......
Posted 6/20/2006 3:00 PM by hogcrazed324 - reply

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prayin for you and your family ..

Posted 6/20/2006 4:38 PM by niknakpattywak - reply

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i love you!
Posted 6/20/2006 10:14 PM by lyssarebekah - reply

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no words, jay... just prayers.  ~traceyk
Posted 6/21/2006 10:26 AM by groovymom41 - reply

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we're praying for you buddy. I'm so sorry for your loss. we love you!
Posted 6/22/2006 8:52 AM by nickflora - reply

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in my thoughts and prayers, dear friend.

...there just aren't any words...

love you, jay

Posted 6/23/2006 6:35 PM by amongthestill - reply


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